Was this the right or wrong thing to do?? pleaseee help?

Hi dear,I resect the fact that you at the very least came here and asked for some advice...you did the right thing in doing that.Although,I DO understand where your coming from with the wat you feel about feelings of feeling FAT/looking FAT when you look in the mirror.I myself have had 3 children and do maintain my weight quite well,and try to live a healthy lifestyle.I exercise,but I als look in my mirror and all I see is a FAT!!! But,in truth? I'm at a good weight,and I look good,ONLY to others though,NOT to myself.I think that is what only YOU see when you look in your mirror,but when others look at you,they see a thin young woman.I want to say to you,that by you telling your cousin,maybe you just needed someone to tell.You had to get this out to someone that you trusted,I think so anyways.I know that if I tell you to get help for yourself,you most likely won't!!! Wish you would,but this is something that you will have to do when YOUR time is right,for you.Noone can make you get help,noone but you!!! But I feel that you did the right thing for you,so YES...I wish you ALL the very best,especially for your health...good luck and GOD BLESS!!! :)